I've been falling asleep with all of my demons They've been haunting my dreams and I can't think straight cause they won't stop screaming I've been falling asleep with all of my demons They keep talking to me but I can't tell them *** cause they can't keep it secret I've been falling asleep with all of my demons They've been haunting my dreams and I can't think straight cause they won't stop screaming I've been falling asleep with all of my demons They keep talking to me but I can't tell them *** cause they can't keep it secret What the *** am I to do? When there's nothing left Cause I don't wanna feel *** Someone must've hit a kill switch They don't ask about the problems that I deal with *** all of this money, you can have it, I don't feel rich I keep having these flashbacks, I hate em They remind me of my problems, I can't stand to face em I know it's probably my last chance to change em But even if I do it, my past can't erase it They recognize me cause they see me on the internet They think I owe em something I can't deal with all the disrespect Sick to my stomach, when I feel it I just disconnect My demons tend to get the best of me when I get depressed I've been stabbed in the back with a chainsaw But who am I to blame y'all, I'm smoking till the pain's gone You see me smiling on the surface, trying to stay strong Acting like I'm happy, starts to feel like it's my day job But just as long as there's a purpose to it all I'll keep touring, working hard, writing verses to these songs Far from perfect, every person has their flaws And mindless, I'm an addict still searching for a cause I know they judge me for mistakes that I've made Since I've gained all this fame, *** just ain't been the same I came in a game to pay the name for my name And it's painful to say it puts restraints on my brain But I know it's worth it cause I get to tell my story I'm at a point where I don't even know what to do But I get to tell my story I'm at a point where the industry can't ignore me I never had the mainstream media to endorse me I did this all by being myself and y'all are corny To every kid that's listening to this song I hope you find a message I've written within it all If no one's ever there to help pick you up when you fall I promise you're not alone, play this *** and just hit the wall I've been falling asleep with All of my demons They've been haunting my dreams and I can't think straight Cause they won't stop screaming I've been falling asleep with All of my demons They keep talking to me But I can't tell them *** cause they can't keep a secret I've been falling asleep with All of my demons They've been haunting my dreams And I can't think straight Cause they won't stop screaming I've been falling asleep with All of my demons They keep talking to me But I can't tell them *** cause they can't keep a secret I know you're listening for something to relate to I know the feeling like the whole world hates you I know you're wishing you could finally have a breakthrough You thought it was a phase so you pretend you're in a great mood I know it hurts to see reflections of yourself Cause the person that you see is not like everybody else So you try and you try but it never seems to help So you're questioning your worth cause you're so fed up with the guilt But you're not the only one that's going through regret You're not the only one that no one seems to get You're not the only one that's so close to the edge That if you slip it's over for you so you cope with it instead I can promise you that nobody is perfect And you overthink the little *** you're always so concerned with So you lock yourself inside every night And you're always so concerned with So you lock yourself inside every night And close the curtains and you're screaming out loud But it's like no one even heard it I know problems keep piling up right in front of you So much anxiety inside you don't know what to do Been lied to so much that you don't think you even want the truth *** it all you grew to be used to it it ain't nothing new I've been there too just so tight A lot of substance abuse and long nights But next time I see all my demons it's on sight Next time I see all my demons it's on sight Girl, they won't stop screaming I've been falling asleep with All of my demons They keep talking to me But I can't tell them *** cuz they can't keep me secret What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do What the *** am I to do There's nothing left