At the point when it feel like I lost everything
I couldn't see no * blessings even with the pain
My life is easy when I'm stuck up in a * dream
I went to sleep for a few years, I couldn't feel a thing
Even though I'm spilling out the some things I can't tell you
Take those to the grave where my demons ain't welcome
I'm not really welcome, words like these are seldom
I don't really feel no fear that I might need again
Underneath weight, I'm feeling 45, plate pressure
Till I pull me in my blood, all about this section
I'm sick of watching mama work, I wanna free, no question
And living off investments, we living off investments
When the devil hits my number like, what you doing now?
I look outside and see them demons crawling out the ground
They pull me underneath the crust, I ain't got no more rounds
Stuck up in the past, full of present is hurt
Reflect back to those old moments, but they're * blurry
Living every single second in the shell of a man
Got me * up, losing love, I'm sick of you running
Skipping time before I even got closure
There's a part of me that's never getting over
Losing the thought of you, I * hated you
I want revenge on you, I wanna heal the wounds
I * hated you, I wanna heal the wounds
I wanna heal the wounds, I wanna heal the wounds



Ain't the answer to my pain is to confront the source
But you're another dead body laying on my porch, damn