At the point when it feel like I lost everythingI couldn't see no * blessings even with the painMy life is easy when I'm stuck up in a * dreamI went to sleep for a few years, I couldn't feel a thingEven though I'm spilling out the some things I can't tell youTake those to the grave where my demons ain't welcomeI'm not really welcome, words like these are seldomI don't really feel no fear that I might need againUnderneath weight, I'm feeling 45, plate pressureTill I pull me in my blood, all about this sectionI'm sick of watching mama work, I wanna free, no questionAnd living off investments, we living off investmentsWhen the devil hits my number like, what you doing now?I look outside and see them demons crawling out the groundThey pull me underneath the crust, I ain't got no more roundsStuck up in the past, full of present is hurtReflect back to those old moments, but they're * blurryLiving every single second in the shell of a manGot me * up, losing love, I'm sick of you runningSkipping time before I even got closureThere's a part of me that's never getting overLosing the thought of you, I * hated youI want revenge on you, I wanna heal the woundsI * hated you, I wanna heal the woundsI wanna heal the wounds, I wanna heal the woundsAin't the answer to my pain is to confront the sourceBut you're another dead body laying on my porch, damn