I've been mad at the fact that I'm older
Been a year but it's not too much
I got a second guess why I'd act like a loner
Cause in my fears I've been feeling numb
Cause I don't know how to start
Got this wound in my heart from a friend
And I don't know how to part with these stupid little thoughts in my head
Maybe I just won't be there for you Maybe I'm just getting deja vu
But I know I'm never letting things go
So I'm holding closer,
waiting till it's over
To say that I'm gone
I'm never going out so would I even know her
I'm a fool for staying in love
Guess I'm not the one to keep up my composure
Now I'm running all out of *
Cause I don't know how to start
Got this wound in my heart for my friend
And I don't know how to part
With these stupid little thoughts in my head
I've been waiting far too long for you But you never knew
I've been waiting far too long for you
Maybe I just won't be there for you
Maybe I'm just in a daze
But I know I'm never letting things go
So I'm holding closer,
waiting till it's over
To say that I'm gone