I've been keeping myself, to myself, all the pain I have, I put it all up on the shelf I'm sick of killing myself over everybody else, I do it for myself Everybody else, and I'ma tell them all, *** your life *** my life, it's a waste of my time Every night, try to fight to feel fine I close my eyes, see the devil's inside I'm on my own, in the back of my mind I'm on a death note, just to write my name In a death note, put all the blame In a death note, and in a few short minutes Leave the world without me, and it drives me It's like I'm running down the path towards the light, but see this path, it never ends I'm so cut off and I can't stop, I think I'm losing all my friends It's like I make the same mistakes over again and then again I don't want this anymore I'm on a death note, just to write my name In a death note, put all the blame In a death note, and in a few short minutes Leave the world without me, and it drives me And I don't care if this puts me in the worst way I get too much just to get here in the first place So leave me here, I don't wanna be alone But I'll be better on my own without you anymore I'll keep a death note, like a diary In a death note, write my expiry In a death note, in my death note I'll write my own name