I never thought I'd be so mean
Never thought I'd be alone at 19
But I start to hit my head again, head again
Body starts running through my brain and out the door
With the beat I'm in pain
With the beat I'm in pain
But you can see all the things I'm going through
With the beat I'm in pain
With the beat I'm in pain
But you can see all the * I'm going through
No, no, no, no, no, no I have no pain inside
No, no, no, no, no I bleed to feel alive
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I am bleeding inside
Na, na, na Makes it hard to survive
Now you can't find my reasons I know you can't find my pain
We all got lost in Jesus But he can't take away my pain
I'm looking for something more So take me away from out the door
I'm looking for you outside,
say,
hey,
hey,
hey,
hey No,
no,
no,
no,
no I have no pain inside
No, no, no, no,
no I bleed to feel alive Oh,
oh,
oh,
oh,
oh I am bleeding inside
Na, na,
na
Now I can't take it
All these memories I can't fake it I'm
trying but I am dying I just want to,
oh,
just be myself I have tried to but now I'm someone else No,
no,
no,
no So please be kind No,
no,
no,
no I'm losing my mind No,
no,
no,
no I'm really not fine
We're living in an age Where *** and whores are gods
We live in an age where *** and whores are gods
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
Are flawed
No,
I can't take it All these memories
I can't fake it I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to,
oh,
just be myself I have tried to but now I'm someone else