I pray I find you at the bottom of the hill I pray I make it out of Texas I pray my AC come back on My momma stuck outside the job My sister just asked for a Lexus Can Jesus send me a message? What's the point of having a best friend If you end up losing him? Well, don't view my text messages Well, don't view my text messages Don't view my bad side Only get on the grand Show you motherfuckers the best side Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Why I hide? Fourth grade, Mary J. Blige All I like, I made a meal off a lie And the lies, so I write another lie RCA, that note wasn't about y'all No lies, behind me and my brothers been traumatized And I must keep creating shoots and hooks To get up out of this hell for myself Seashells Dearly departed Look what you've scarred I've been so heartless I try, I try, I try Try Try Try Try Try Try Big dog, I feel like I don't got anybody on my side no more Highs to lows, truth be told It's hard to ignore, hard to endure Where's my stamina in this life? Make sure my family tight More rubies on my neck Can you catch me at night? Looking immaculate, no one in sight Standards are high, expectation is low Wake up sweating at night, minding the flight I don't get scared no more When I'm standing on a mountaintop I'm afraid of people dying Rest in peace, Walker Ray Rita Wish you could've took me to Japan Back ten years, holding my hand Felt like a hundred grand Wish them letters didn't fade Love will never do the same Out the window screaming your name, bless it Mama on track, my dad got my back My sister graduated, now she racing Love her through the days and whiskey in my hand Bloody colored triggers wrapped around my wrist Looking magnificent, man No stopping me, no bogging me down I know myself, me and the obstacles now I done *** on myself too much Then I know how to move properly now On the property now Money gets vile, keep your wits about you They stress the truth longer than I Eyes full of evil, mouth full of vile They tracing your smile Stay alert, big dog Only one life is offered to you Only one life is offered to you How many sides to a story can there be When you solve it with your own eyes I got all my thoughts out on records y'all won't ever hear Try to give it time, find that truth trickles down Haste of fear freezes over like a dagger to the spine With somebody that you know throws you in the fire How do you survive? I kick down the door inside a home I did it all just to save a friend's life Little did I know the one who pulled the strings was once on my side I had just moved to Texas, tried to make it right I do not feel obliged to dismiss the truth Because of how I feel about our time If I knew what you would do to someone you owe money to You wouldn't get it done Watch for where you went, sorry about your plans That was all a scam, you won't understand You used to wait off to your friends and never face the truth Because you never learned how to be a man And it's not my fault, and it's not my problem anymore That's just where you stand, that's just who you are That's your cross to bear, you can talk to God I don't wanna hear, motherfucker I don't wanna hear, motherfucker