� � I got wasted cuz I didn't wanna... � � deal with myself tonight. � � My thoughts get drowned until I feel all right. � � I keep drinking til' I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I got wasted. � � I got wasted cuz I didn't wanna... � � deal with myself tonight. � � My thoughts get drowned until I feel all right. � � I keep drinking til' I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I got wasted. � � Repeat the cycle everyday. � � I gotta start with a drink. � � My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think. � � I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink. � � Then I get angry, take the rest and pour it right in the sink. � � I know where this road goes. � � Alcohol ain't my friend but I keep drinking cuz these demons roaming. � � Follow me around everywhere I go. � � It clouds my mind and soul. � � It turns my heart gold. � � But I keep drinking cuz it makes me feel like I'm not alone. � � I'm having problems, my pride won't let me reach out. � � Looking at this bottle having nothing but doubt. � � Don't wanna drink but it keeps coming around and around and around. � � I got wasted cuz I didn't wanna... � � deal with myself tonight. � � My thoughts get drowned until I feel all right. � � I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I got wasted. � � I got wasted cuz I didn't wanna... � � deal with myself tonight. � � My thoughts get drowned until I feel all right. � � I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I got wasted. � � I know I need to quit. � � I gotta do better. � � I gotta do better. � � Except for these kids. � � Except for these kids. � � Cuz they watching when I'm down. � � But I'm scared. � � Cuz I've been chasing the man that I am when I start to drink. � � He's cocky, confident and he don't give a damn what you think. � � This world is beating me down and it's pushed me right to the brink. � � I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape. � � I'm taking care of these people but no one takes care of me. � � I wanna talk to somebody but I feel no one relates. � � I need better now. � � I think I've lost my way. � � I'm having battles with faith. � � It's painted right on my face. � � I hope better times are coming. � � No chase but I'm still running. � � I gotta take control. � � And I won't stop for nothing. � � Dear God this is my test. � � Promise that I do my best. � � Just help me with this pain. � � I feel the pressure that is on my chest. � � I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight. � � My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright. � � I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I got wasted. � � I got wasted because I didn't want to deal with myself tonight. � � My thoughts get drowned and I feel alright. � � I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I got wasted. � � I got wasted. � � Until I feel alright. � � I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize. � � I gotta waste this. � � I got wasted. � � I gotta waste this � � � � � � � �