Turn back the glance and smoke away Decay, my friends, one day soon we'll all wake up It's like every single day I'm awake, I hear the screams in my head It's like I'm running away but going nowhere I don't wanna confess, I may be better off dead But if I'm being honest, do I really care? It's like every time I close my eyes I see my demons looking back at me like they are watering me alive It's like I just wanna drown out everything inside Destroying myself seems to be the only thing to make it right If you won't kill me, then how long will we let this drag me? Dread is crawling underneath my skin again I'm feeling it, I can't believe I went and did this self-destructive *** again I'm feeling like my sanity abandoned me I'm losing grip on everything, is anybody listening? Stay away from me Stay away from me Stay away from me Stay away It's like every single day it's just the same *** again And everyone around me doesn't even know a single thing about it Screaming in my head, I think I'm losing it again They say that it always gets better, but I doubt it Lies, I'm winning, but I'm trying to stay the same It's always the final, what's the *** point in even trying to keep myself alive? And every single day just leads to more and more of my mistakes And I still don't wanna be awake, if someone just give me the break *** me It's like every single day I'm awake, I hear those screams in my head It's like I'm running away, but going nowhere I don't wanna confess, I may be better off dead But if I'm being honest, I don't care I see lights, I see smoke overhead Take care of my friends, one day soon we'll let you go Bring it on Bring it on