I
had a daydream last night where we were lying in bed.
You were
spooning me,
but your hands were on my neck.
You were choking me,
and I'm just letting it happen,
willingly,
as if it's a service you are providing me with.
I had this image in my head,
all this craziness.
Your hair and your hands around my neck.
Just violence,
bad,
consensual violence.
It was consensual.
You were shaking my head around,
strangling me violently.
Your hair was shaking around,
and I'm just letting it happen,
completely submissive.
And I fell asleep.
One,
two,
one,
three, two,
four, three, five,
four.
