We had it over when I left you Yesterday I was here with a friend We had it over when I left you A long time ago, we waited too long We had it over, your soul and your strength How you saw it, how you behaved No, there was never enough for you You were special, never did anything wrong With my eyes closed, I looked at it again How I was a girl then, you were a terrible dream I had told myself and promised myself That I would leave with sadness And I would forget it, but I can't Because the pain remains, it's deeper than that I would kill you, so that I would forget your words Because that stupid feeling that arose then That will never go away, and you did Yesterday there was a realization You pushed everyone away from me And things you said to me That friends hated me, but you loved me Your statements were as good as dead Especially with a sly face, you kept turning Easy talking should have gone away But I wish I had done so much more How I was a girl then, you were a terrible dream I had told myself and promised myself That I would leave with sadness And I would forget it, but I can't Because the pain remains, it's deeper than that I would kill you, so that I would forget your words Because that stupid feeling that arose then That will never go away, and you did You hurt me with the pain of your drunken deeds And so you left me behind It seems sick, do you have that in mind? You hurt me with the pain of your drunken deeds And so you left me behind It seems sick, do you have that in mind? How I was a girl then, you were a terrible dream I had told myself and promised myself That I would leave with sadness And I would forget it, but I can't Because the pain remains, it's deeper than that I would kill you, so that I would forget your words Because that stupid feeling that arose then That will never go away, and you did Thank you.