You're holding bits of styrofoam with your face painted on to your friendsYou listen to them whine and moan about everything you can understandCan I just say I don't feel aliveBut darkness descends once more into my lifeAnd suddenly we're all alone in silence so I take a step awayI look up to the falling snow as it makes its home upon my faceBut I wouldn't want to ruin something I couldn't saveThe gap will keep us safe, the gap will keep us safeStep away, get me when I'm downAnd suddenly I'm five years old and I'm just so cold I want to cryI hold out for my gentleman who I've always been thereIn hard timesBut they're just not like that man of mineWho visits me from time to timeMy loveI treasure youI hear that summer's coming backOh I stretch out my back and travel onThough into gold it darkens meIt is pure and clean and all I wantI'll apologize to the ones I loveFor leaving them when the sun comes upToo brightFor meDarkness descendsOh well, I'm not well againAnd once more darkness it descendsThe ground is falling under meAnd I can't find the means to get out of hereConvinced that I am going madOh, I bury my head into His handsSo sure that I am losing faithOh, I clear a space in His Father's landI deal with God far too youngBefore you know it, your life has run out*