I'm sorry that we left for so long, but me and bro didn't need the guidance Born in depression, cause it's a mindset We did bad, we surprised it Moonwalk up in the dance and watch the ups go silent You left for so long, but me and bro didn't need the guidance Born in depression, cause it's a mindset And we just left off road for more than a year Lately feeling low, been sipping JD just to ease the pain O Lord, you certainly shower me in that candy rain Even sober, I was struggling to hold my lane My mind was all over, was in a different frame Trust me, energy's the only thing I ask So why you mix emotions in that glass? Drowning feelings from your past Come treat me at my spot when it's been taken Tell everybody it's vacant Too much paid games All I see is fake friends It only makes sense when I pay them Tell me who needs who and who made them Left now, I can't hear their name unless I say them It was me that wasn't letting in But it was me who made the beats, I'm kinda threatening You want all the credit, go claim what I made But when you try to make it again, it ain't sounding the same Lord, forgive me for my sin, shower me with your blessing Please just watch me on my journey, I need your protection My 4G's what I'm losing connection Kinda lost my way, kinda lost my direction Don't know who I see when I saw the reflection Just another human that's lacking perfection Had to take a moment, I'm still here like just then And I had to go to church for some spiritual cleansing Call me number 8 whenever they *** me on internet Cause even when I lay down, I'm infinite Stepped into my position before I walked the road That's why God removed everything that they diagnosed I'm free from my demons but I'm locked in situations I never created Whenever my friends meet me, I never debated Every time I call, it's like I get mistreated How can I live when I always carry the dead weight? I don't need no bad vibes or Chanel That man and Janelle love to talk on the pillow Girls in the middle, going for a pistol Make money triple, oh so official Life's kinda lit when you're up if you notice When it's grind time, gotta trust in the process Gotta take a shot like a gun when it's loaded Ever had a plan and in time it just folded? Yo my doggy, go on tell me where you been Yo family took a break and I don't know where to begin But black don't ever crack and you know that's in melanin What about you? I've been waiting my nigga, let's get it in Let's make the tunes get mad out Girl get bad out So much money, the accent won't matter Come lick me homie and pour up a juice Leave these niggas confused I'm sorry that we left for so long But me and bro didn't need the guidance Born in depression cause it's a mindset We did bad, we surprised ya Moonwalk up in the dance and watch the ups go silent You left for so long but me and bro didn't need the guidance Born in depression cause it's a mindset And we just left our throne for more than a year Luckily we came back and no one's sitting there They ain't watching