I'm locked out and alienated, confused and complicated
And now it seems you're still at my heart
Shut down and unaccepted, sometimes I get the feeling everything was finished from the start
But I'm scared of what I'll find
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere
All I know is that it's killing me inside
As I raise this final bottle to the sky
It's the promises that die
It's to all the nights we've said our last goodbyes
As we burn another day off all our lives
It's the memories that will fade
Like the photographs that scream of better days
It's all weighing on my mind
I'm locked out and devastated, confused and understated
Now I see how you stole my heart
And I'm forced to breathe without you
Sometimes I get the feeling everything is tearing us apart
But I'm scared of what I'll find
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere
All I know is that it's killing me inside
As I raise this final bottle to the sky
It's the promises that die
It's to all the nights we've said our last goodbyes
As we burn another day off all our lives
It's the memories that will fade
Like the photographs that scream of better days
It's all weighing on my mind
Not my mind
But I'm scared of what I'll find
The search for answers just keeps going
Nowhere
All I know is that it's killing me inside
As I raise this final bottle to the sky
Here's to promises that died
Here's to all the nights we've said our last goodbyes
As we burn another day of all our lives
Here's to memories that will fade
Like before a crash that scream of better days
It's all weird
Waiting on my mind
Waiting on my mind
Waiting on my mind
Waiting on my mind