Strange reflections at the river's edge Warned you not to go to the concert Who are we when all is forced? The last divining thunderstorm Tracing daylight with my middle finger Comprehensive anxiety lingers Feel like I'm feeling nothing at all Like I'm drowning everything at once Save me from myself tonight Go for me straight through the oil Been picking up the dust, so Send something to me right now You were so blinded by lies I think that guy's bull*** Cracking your iPhone to six flags In the car taking a hit I'm having a panic attack And you ask me to hit it again I said okay but my body's vibrating And I feel like literal *** Why did I write this again? Oh yeah cause I'm an idiot man You keep attention on the thing I'ma go get a gas station hot dog And then throw up for several hours But at least I'm not thinking of you I don't know what to do I don't know what I'm after He's so wonderful and I'm so cynical I can't get over it I, I *** up everything Say my name again and it makes me smile When I don't feel anything I, I just feel everything He's so wonderful and I'm so cynical I can't get over it I, I *** up everything Say my name again and it makes me smile When I don't feel anything Cause I feel everything I, I *** up everything