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What is it that you're fearing you're brushing?
Maybe death but it's more so than crushing.
Do I feel everything as it's flashing?
Do I care, does it hurt?
Yeah I'm asking.
Cause I don't have a clue how to fend y'all.
Why do all of these dreams seem so real?
But it's strange if I just took the lead.
Y'all I don't know what to offer it's either sweet or not.
I'm stuck in a nightmare.
Scared by where my eyes stare.
No clipping through my car door.
My body will just lie there.
Reaching towards the sky.
Stares you won't make it I swear.
The current is following me.
I'm hoping I don't die here.
Floating to the surface.
I guess life is worth it.
Beat the * out of myself.
Tell me that I deserve it.
Anxious is a curse.
Or that I'm certain.
I embody all my fears and wear them like a curtain.