what you're about to see is true no actors have been usedyouI've thought a lot about giving upSince I was drinking from a sippy cupIs death my body's cross?The news tests my gag refluxDoes death define my life?Was being born suicide?I have come to the first placeAt the same time, I have to think of myselfI have only one life, therefore I mustI can't think too much of it in partI absolutely can't, otherwiseI have to know it, but just don't attach any emotion to itThis is self-preservationIt's all of thisDo you feel then that the object, the result of all this might be your destruction?This is the goal or aim of all this activityThat's rightHow do they communicate with you?Probably it's kinda hard to talk about themI don't knowAll I know is that I'm固然I've learned to break out of consciousnessDo you think you've heard of the Diabolos?The Diabolos are your friendsAll that I've been doing is laughingI have to do what is necessaryHow many ovaries do you drink?20And say as light clouds my eyesHow beautiful is lifeHow beautiful is lifeHow beautiful is lifeIn June he phoned me and told me that he was just petrifiedAnd you could tell by his voice that he was, he was terrified of I don't quite know whatBut something was bothering him terriblyHe wouldn't let me goHe wouldn't even go out, he said he was even afraid to put his head outside the doorThat they were out to get him, this network of peopleThey were going by the front door in cars and this type of thingThey were going by the front door in cars and this type of thing