When you were here before I could look you in the eye You're dressed like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special But you're so very special And I'm a freak I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here And though it may hurt I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul And I want you to know this And I'm not alone And I wish I was special But you're so very special And I'm a freak I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here No, no, no, no And she's running out the door She's running out She'll run, run, run, run Run, run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want And I wish I was special But you're so very special And I'm a freak I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here No, no, I don't belong here No, no, I don't belong here