I don't wanna carry a curseThat was supposed to be reversedBut the thing was that I couldn't make worseI don't wanna walk in the darkIf the shadows were madeOf the promises I couldn't makeMaybe everything's not okayI feel so crazy nowMaybe everything's not okayBut I'm gonna do it anywayI don't wanna watch you scrollUnless the story is toldHow we lost all controlI'm all mineI don't wanna be years and lessActing better and bestAll the things that never ever made senseMaybe everything's not okayBut I'm gonna do it anywayI feel so crazy nowMaybe everything's not okayI feel so crazy nowMaybe everything's not okayBut I'm gonna do it anywayWhatever, whatever, after loveOh, we're here if I have toI don't wanna wake up aliveWithout you by my sideAnd the sun is turning gold in your eyesI don't wanna break what is mineWhile it's ringing our heartsAnd everything blossoms insideMaybe everything's not okayI feel so crazy nowMaybe everything's not okayMaybe everything's not okayI feel so crazy nowMaybe everything's not okayMaybe everything's not okayMaybe everything's not okayBut I'm gonna do it anyway