We may not know which way to go on this dark road Mr. Duckworth All of these holes make it difficult Session 10, Breakthrough One of these lives, I'ma make these right With the wrongs I've done, that's when I unite With the father, son, till then I fight Rain on me, put the blame on me Got guilt, got hurt, got shame on me Got six magazines, that's aimed at me Done every magazine, what's fame to me? It's a game to me with the bedroom at Sleep, I ain't never had affairs with that What's fair when the hearts and the words don't reach? What's fair when the money don't take things back? It's rare when somebody take your dreams back I care too much, wanna share too much In my head too much, I shut down too I ain't there too much, I'm a complex soul They layered me up, then broke me down The morality's dust, I lack in trust This time around, I trust myself Please everybody else but myself All those fells, I was myself Outdone fear, outdone myself This year, you better one yourself Mask on the babies, mask on the outwear Mask in the neighborhood, stores you shop But a mask won't hide who you are inside Look around, the reality's carved in lies Wipe my ego, dodge my pride Look myself in the mirror, amity filled Ain't seen nothing scarier I fought like a pit bull terrier Blood I shed could fill up aquariums Tell all my angels, carry them Every emotion been deprived Even my strong points couldn't survive If I didn't learn to love myself Forgive myself a hundred times, dawg I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out * it up, * it up, * it up, * it up Fuckin' it up How you gon' wear my shorts when I last run deep? How you gon' bend your love when the bad don't sleep? EP crash, I feel us in the middle of the street * it up, * it up, * it up, * it up Fuckin' it up When you was at your lowest Tell me where the hoes was at When you was at your lowest Tell me where the bros was at 3.30 in the morning, scroll through the call log Ain't nobody but the mirror looking for the fall off I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out My name is in your mouth Shoo, shoo This don't take more than five to stop All I want, want the heart of the body It's time now, now, now, now Cause the day is fading And I don't want to be a mile away Let me tell you about the woman I know That's my baby I know karma like to follow a strong I know millionaires that feel alone Anytime I couldn't find God I still could find myself through a song Many find their life in a phone * it up, * it up, * it up, * it up You said I'd feel better If I just worked hard without lifting my head up That left me better You make me worry I wanted my best version But you ignored me Then changed the story Then changed the story The energy in the room's not the location, please Anybody out there for the one when I'm frustrated? Anybody out there for the one when I'm frustrated? Tryna keep my good conscience in rotation Thoughts in my head, they living there with no Tryna keep my good I made a decision Never give you my feelings * what you from * what you from a distance I put it on the devil when they fall short I put it on my ego, Lord of all lords Sometimes I fall far down I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out My name is in your mouth * it up, * it up, * it up, * it up Fuckin' it up Misregrets, I believe that you doubt me Misregrets, can you please exit out my home? Misregrets, I think I'm better off alone Misregrets, I got these deep regrets Some things I can't forget Lord knows I tried my best You said it's not my best I came about my flesh Some things I must confess Spoke my truth, paid my debt Can't you see I'm a wreck? Let me loose, I digress This is me and I'm blessed This is me and I'm blessed This is me and I'm blessed This is me and I'm blessed Anybody fighting through the stress? Anybody fighting through the...