You know, the Bible talks about when we have these sins in our life, these demons, and we cast them out, and we don't fill that spot with God, that demon goes out to an arid place, comes back, and actually realizes that it's not filled, and gets seven other ones to make us worse than the first. Like a dog returns to its own vomit, I turn back to my own bad habits. Just a form of love, simple mathematics. Look at the percentage of returning addicts. Ain't it quite tragic, this epidemic that's at hand, understand, I can't stand who I am once again. Here I am, contemplating duty once again, think I'm afraid of most, this is losing self-esteem! Some people tell me salvation cannot be lost, what good is it if I keep them up on the cross? If this blood is shed, then I'll keep them undead, so I can sit and stand, doesn't mean I'm misled. Nothing left to be resurrected from the dead in order for me to be forgiven for what I did? Yes there's crown of thorns, that smushed it upon his head, I need to be reborn and my oaths are billed dead. I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! Start to believe these lies of mine, understand I think I'm asinine, just another drink to unwind, that's another lie, I'm just fine, need to call a shrink to get in my mind, find out how to speak, all the time, been this way for weeks, oh my my, the unspeakable speaks, oh it tries. I don't even know, what I'm doing anymore, why I'm laying on the floor, how my shirt got tore, how I came to them was kidding, so derp oh, appears to be a robbery but I opened up the door, obviously, this is the definition of insanity, lost crowns floating no gravity, out of space can't breathe, smoke like a chimney, lost face can't see, who I really ought to be. I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! I let my, I let my, I let myself go, I let my, I let my, I let myself go, I let my, I let my, I let myself go, I let my, I let my, I let myself go. Throw my pearls and rock with the swine, tripping them under feet every time, need to earl now it's time to dine, it's my time to shine, when you think I'm going blind, blew my mind with the rhythm of this rhyme, but I'm brain dead now, and I don't know how, how I let it get this far down, if I'm stuck underwater I know I drown, I don't know am I up or am I down, and I think I'm going deeper but I'm all spun around, try to reach the surface but I think I lost my purpose, and I get a little nervous when I hear that I deserve a thunder voice in the back of my head, and it keeps telling me that I'm better off dead, anyone else hear what it said, it sounded rather clear, I said go ahead! I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! I let myself go, and I don't even know, what fo' no ma'am, this time I'll gain control! I let my, I let my, I let myself go!