Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervousFighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control itEven when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spinHurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it againDon't know if you get it, cause I can't express how thankful I amThat you were always there for meAlways with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understandI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in spacePressing on myselfIn my chestI don't wanna lose controlSometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's notTrying through breathing in and out, but the air gets caughtCause even though I'm older nowAnd I know how to shake off the pastI wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my handI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in spacePressing on my chestI don't wanna lose controlI need you to know I will never be this strong without youYou've seen how I've grownYou took all my thought cause youYou've seen how I've grownAnd now I'm aI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreI don't wanna lose controlOh, oh, ohOh, oh, ohNothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in space, pressing on my chestI don't wanna lose controlI don't wanna lose control