Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervousFighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control itEven when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spinHurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it againDon't know if you get it, cause I can't express how thankful I amThat you were always there for meAlways with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understandI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in spacePressing on myselfIn my chestI don't wanna lose controlSometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's notTrying through breathing in and out, but the air gets caughtCause even though I'm older nowAnd I know how to shake off the pastI wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my handI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in spacePressing on my chestI don't wanna lose controlI need you to know I will never be this strong without youYou've seen how I've grownYou took all my thought cause youYou've seen how I've grownBut you've taken everything away from meI don't wanna lose controlI don't wanna lose controlI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreI don't wanna lose controlThere's nothing I can do anymoreThere's nothing I can do anymoreNothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in space, pressing on my chestI don't wanna lose controlI don't wanna loseControl