Those things you did, I didn't recognize How much they hurt me On me I blamed it, I would apologize Was I being so difficult, for complaining For the pain, I was dealing with For catching you in different lines But you and I, cold faced it But you find a way to make it better But as much as I refuse My heart is still asking, do you Mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bull*** You're making me feel what you say Do you mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bull*** What you to do, what you say Inside, I'd fight for you, I would ride for you, I will In them times you ain't do me right, I was right here Showing you what the worth, being loyal is But we were always in a fighting But the truth is I was only trying, to make it right Even though I might have been wrong, in the ways that I Didn't keep it private, responding in the best way I knew When you know that I better stay down, my nigga been down it But as much as I refuse My heart is still asking, do you Mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bull*** You're making me feel what you say Do you mean it, when you're saying my name I'm in the oddest, bull*** What you to do, what you say I was only trying to live my life With only you to rather let outside Influence, that fame and all this ***, *** to ruin us Yeah, yeah