Hey mama, it's your boy Form 1, I'm coming home now
Just wanted to let you know mama, I'm sorry for it all
Wanted to take the time and apologize for everything I did
I hurt you in any way, I'm sorry mama
Your dear mama, I'm sorry for the * that I did
I'm sorry for the pain I caused you back when I was a kid
I was a young buck menace and I know this now
Never forgot, I just kept it on the low until now
You see I love you, that's really all I wanted to say
And that I'm safe but I still feel I'm running away
And that I never seem to heal from the scars I got
But I make peace with it, living with the scars I got
I know you did your best, yes you're the best that there is
And again I'm sorry for it all
And I'm feeling sorry for the mess that I did
I wasn't fun to be around, I was a messed up kid
And that's word to my mama, now I'm dressed to kill
I know I had you where it's sick, cause I was sick like that
And when I left home, I was gonna get right back
But I got stuck with the wrong crowd, made the wrong choice
Took the wrong turn, started * with the wrong boys
I'm on point, mama I'm coming home, you hear?
Your little boy's grown up, I'm coming home this year
You see I didn't understand when you told me it was wrong
But now the smoke cleared, that's why I made you this year
I'm coming home this year, I've been away too long
Now that I've faced my fears
Your little boy's grown up, I'll see you soon
Cause I know you had it all so tough
I'm coming home this year, I've been away too long
Now that I've faced my fears
Your little boy's grown up, I'll see you soon
Cause I know you had it all so tough
Damn mama, we both know this kid is to blame
I know I * up, but please know I'm feeling ashamed
I could've been a better son, I could've been a better father
son and I wish that I was, that I could turn back time and give you some of my love, cause
I remember all those nights like it helped to weep, I never meant to make you sad and
cry yourself to sleep, I was a bad boy trying to find a meaning in life, you're only dumb
kid that always saw a reason to fight, but you were there for me when I tried to take
my life, you let me know you wasn't gonna let me waste my life, and I thank you for
picking up the pieces of me, you gave me life once more plus a reason to be, and I know
I can't repay you cause the damage is done, I only hope you can forgive me cause this
man is your son, I didn't know what I was doing when you told me it was wrong, but now
I understand that's why I made you this song, I'm coming home this year, I've been away
too long now that I've faced my fears, you little boys grown up, I'll see you soon cause
I know you had it all so tough, I'm coming home this year, I've been away too long now
that I've faced my fears, you little boys grown up, I'll see you soon cause I know you
had it all so tough
you feel me mama?
I'm all grown up now see I'm sorry for all that * that I did,
all that * that I pulled on people, especially you, you're my mama and I love you feel me
right, this is from the heart right here
I'm coming home this year, I've been away too long now that I've faced my fears
Your little boy's grown up, I'll see you soon cause I know you had it all so tough
I'm coming home this year, I've been away too long now that I've faced my fears
Your little boy's grown up, I'll see you soon cause I know you had it all so tough
I'm coming home this year, I've been away too long now that I've faced my fears
I don't even know