I started out on the wrong foot

Now I'm not myself

I am Jekyll, I am Hyde

Found this place to hide

Come seek me Oh, so up and down

So back and forth

So insecure

Can't get this taste out of my mouth

Swallow it down, pretend An' hold it, an' hold it all in

Let it build up

Oh, build a bomb

Then blow it, blow it away

Clear it all out

Just end it I'm just a normal person

Without those problems

When did it change?

Admissions so embarrassing

I'm on the verge of tears again An' hold it, an' hold it all in

I'll let it build up

Oh, build a bomb

An' blow it, an' blow it away

Clear it all out

Just end it Oh, look I took the band aid off

Did I take it off too soon?

Hysterical confession

My big courageous move Don't grasp at the predictable

A comforting lie can't last

Preordained checklist of this awkward love

It's so sad An' hold it, an' hold it all in

I'll let it build up

Oh, build a bomb

Then blow it, blow it away

Clear it all out

Just end it An' sort it, an' sort it out

I'll just give it back

No thank you

An' toss it, an' toss away

Eliminate

Just give up I, I can't decide

This tug of war

I'm feelin' weak

Yea