I just wanna feel alive in Carlos Enfield I don't wanna feel trapped when I count to three I just want the pain to go away, yeah please But I know that one day you'll be okay, guaranteed The constant fear and lonely state Makes me tired of the way that I have to take The ups and downs I make around I'm telling my soul not to cry and break down It feels like eternity until I come around Waiting, shaking, until another comes along Day and night, the next day It feels like it's our naughty Playing and playing and laying and Aiming for my soul to reach and I'll be But I found myself wasted to forget all the memories I'm trying to know and I'm trying to go To finally get the remedy The constant fear and lonely state Makes me tired of the way that I have to take The ups and downs I make around I'm telling my soul not to cry and break down It feels like eternity until I come around Waiting, shaking, until another comes along I don't know what the feeling is, I cannot explain And I'm scared today, say I'm going insane I don't know what to do to overcome this blue mood I'm telling myself that you are gonna break through I don't know what the feeling is, I cannot explain And I'm scared today, say I'm going insane I don't know what to do to overcome this blue mood I'm telling myself that you are gonna break through It feels like eternity until I come around Waiting, shaking, until another comes along I don't know what the feeling is, I cannot explain And I'm scared today, say I'm going insane I don't know what the feeling is, I cannot explain And I'm scared today, say I'm going insane I don't know what the feeling is, I cannot explain And I'm scared today, say I'm going insane