Oh, I can't believe that I had to
You say I gotta answer for everything
I can never shut up, yeah, what's the deal with me?
I'm opinionated, and I know you hate it
I'm so sorry you thought you could change me
And I sometimes miss you after tequila
I drop past your house, I know it ain't right
I'm so scared to let go, but what hurts the most is
Thought I had it under control
But I'm always so scared to let go
And I'm so tired of things always ending
I hate myself for being codependent
Thought I had it under control
But I'm always so scared to let go
And I'm so tired of things always ending
I hate myself for being codependent
I swear I'm so sick of getting hurt, yeah
But what hurts me the most is knowing I'm the problem
Always overthinking, make myself believe it
The images made up in my mind
And I sometimes miss you after tequila
I drop past your house, I know it ain't right
I'm so scared to let go, but what hurts the most is
Thought I had it under control
But I'm always so scared to let go
And I'm so tired of things always ending
I hate myself for being codependent
Thought I had it under control
But I'm always so scared to let go
And I'm so tired of things always ending
I hate myself for being codependent
I'm so sick, so sick of loving you
Maybe I'm so sick, so sick of loving you
Thought I had it under control
But I'm always so scared to let go
And I'm so tired of things always ending
I hate myself for being codependent
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