I feel so messed up, I can't get clear And I don't know what to do, cause I'm neck deep in fear
My back feels like it's been holding up the weight Of this house and these three cats
And my truck filled with * With every little bang, every little push
Every little step I take, I get closer A second at a time, using my breath
Maybe it's true, I got a bigger success But with every little bang, every little push
Every little step I take, I'm getting closer I'm getting a little bit closer
Cause life's not so simple No, it ain't just blah, blah, blah
And I imagine my brain looks like a carousel on fire
And I'm not even trying to hide it You know to just stay clear
You get it's not about you It's just me fighting, me fighting, me fighting
Me out here But with every little bang, every little push
Every little step I take, I get closer A second at a time, using my breath
Maybe it's true, I got a bigger success But with every little bang, every little push
Every little step I take, I'm getting closer I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer
And I still can't sit still or relate And I'm so tired, but I lay here awake
Wondering what you see I wonder what is it you get
And why am I so lucky Cause you haven't left me yet
Oh, you haven't even left me yet
Why am I so lucky?
For being who I'm once was I became Where I wanted to be
But with every little bang, every little push Every little step I take, I get closer
A second at a time, using my breath Maybe it's true, I got a bigger success
But with every little bang, every little push Every little step I take, I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer!
I'm getting closer!
Closer, I'm getting closer, I'm getting a little bit closer, I'm getting closer.
Closer, I'm getting closer, I'm getting a little bit closer.