I feel so messed up, I can't get clear And I don't know what to do, cause I'm neck deep in fearMy back feels like it's been holding up the weight Of this house and these three catsAnd my truck filled with * With every little bang, every little pushEvery little step I take, I get closer A second at a time, using my breathMaybe it's true, I got a bigger success But with every little bang, every little pushEvery little step I take, I'm getting closer I'm getting a little bit closerCause life's not so simple No, it ain't just blah, blah, blahAnd I imagine my brain looks like a carousel on fireAnd I'm not even trying to hide it You know to just stay clearYou get it's not about you It's just me fighting, me fighting, me fightingMe out here But with every little bang, every little pushEvery little step I take, I get closer A second at a time, using my breathMaybe it's true, I got a bigger success But with every little bang, every little pushEvery little step I take, I'm getting closer I'm getting closerI'm getting closerAnd I still can't sit still or relate And I'm so tired, but I lay here awakeWondering what you see I wonder what is it you getAnd why am I so lucky Cause you haven't left me yetOh, you haven't even left me yetWhy am I so lucky?For being who I'm once was I became Where I wanted to beBut with every little bang, every little push Every little step I take, I get closerA second at a time, using my breath Maybe it's true, I got a bigger successBut with every little bang, every little push Every little step I take, I'm getting closerI'm getting closer!I'm getting closer!Closer, I'm getting closer, I'm getting a little bit closer, I'm getting closer.Closer, I'm getting closer, I'm getting a little bit closer.