I'm fighting gravity and kerosene Incinerating all these memories I haven't spoke to you since seventeen Just thought I'd let you know you gave to me You found yourself in drugs and nicotine A hollow body like a figurine I always felt like an accessory There's love and hate but this was in between And all I know Is that there's gravity and kerosene And all I know You can't take back the things you said to me Now I'll be drunk in your sleep While you're dreaming of me We'll suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see I can see you looking back now Every day you try to put me in the background I wasted all this *** time on you Every word you said to me I knew it wasn't true So all around with that chip on my shoulder I told myself that it would change on the motor But it's getting harder and I swear to God That if I had the chance I would take it the most Steady where did it lose on my face? Could you *** over it? Know that I couldn't take it And I can't forgive you And I won't forgive you Now I'll be drunk in your sleep While you're dreaming of me We'll suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see Volatility and kerosene Incinerating all these memories I haven't spoke to you since seventeen I'm sorry that you were dead to me You found yourself in drugs and nicotine A hollow body like a figurine I always felt like an accessory There's love and hate but this was in between And all I know Is that there's clarity in kerosene All I know You can't take back the things you said to me Now I'll be drunk in your sleep While you're dreaming of me We'll suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see Now I'll be drunk in your sleep While you're dreaming of me We'll suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see We'll suffocate in your sleep While you're dreaming of me