Yeah, yeah, yeah Shoutouts to Ian's beard, it looks phenomenal Just, just wonderful, shape up Look, hold up, hold up Hold up, hold up, what it do? I been feeling out of place for like a month or two I been in and out of spaces, I ain't comfortable I been semi-functional, alcoholic living I been rising up despite it I been hearing lots of riot in the choir I been feeling like my life is at that point it's fight or flight It's pen and mic instead of low-keep appetitism So much more than what it could've been All these doors, I gotta push them in I want more, but look around, homie, ***, I got a lot Would you rather cry in mansion or be singing in the cot? Some nights I be thinking thoughts, others I be thinking dots Scrolling, scrolling, scrolling, stomach all in sinking odds Long as I'm never thinking stop My spare day today, but he gon' play tomorrow, watch I ain't chasing rainbows I live in the rain, life is more than a pot of gold Like the way you hit the mangoes But I can't stay around too long, yo, I gotta go Ain't nothing out here free throw We can be better, homie, we know We been out here looking for the cheat code Cause it's in the work, all along All along, all along, ***, I couldn't call it dog Wall street to Audubon, pollen, pollen, pollen, dog All the, all the, all the smog Everybody wanna look outside for inner peace All exempt to hard critiques, so much life to be created But your attitude, I'm calling them dog Want the fire, then there's hours that we gotta log We created players, *** these lil' style attributes We bought em' all, what happens when we got em' all? All I know is I got a lot to prove I'm gon' show I got a lot to lose This world cold, we got a lot to do Yeah, they tryna be opportunistic While they tryna induce, couldn't earn under a bull Missions told them stop being different And they should be indifferent I said, but if we didn't, if we lived it Like we said we would I think that smile we've been looking for is in the mud I was swimming in the mud I was drowning in the liquor I stuck, now I'm up, yeah Now I'm up, ain't no cheatin' in my blood *** the weakness, can't defeat this type of tough, mother***er, hold up I ain't chasing rainbows I live in the rain, life is more than a pot of gold Like the way you hit the mangoes But I can't stay around too long Ain't nothin' now, yeah, free flow We can be better, homie, we know We been out here looking for the cheat code It was in the work all along Mirror, mirror, I don't look like me But would I know me if you showed me? Mirror, mirror, I don't look like me Tell me what you know about it If you was me, ***, tell me how you go about it Dying to eat, but the table ain't clean, no The clothes expensive And the soul's all cheap, though I've been on the offensive Like y'all don't know me, I write your *** in pencil My pen is my sword and I fence through this fence You could see me, I'm fighting so hard to resent you One taste of air, I was conditioned for So let the breeze blow, blow, blow I wanna indulge my woes Feel like everybody like me now But no one love me no more They all wanna talk to me But don't want me no more If I don't make it all the way They gon' call me for sure Man, I know it, man, I know it Reflection in the glass, so I'm pouring, man, I'm pouring Take clothes to eat from all the motion Keep the tears inside So I feel like my stomach growing in the storm now Already tired, but they all about my form, how? Can I keep them satisfied when I'm worn down? But deep inside, I crave the life that I've torn down for them Just a little bit, it's getting harder and harder to give a *** I'm getting farther and farther from simple *** They say you ain't scared of falling, you scared of jumping Sometimes I'm scared and ashamed of the *** I watch Thanks for watching!