I don't wanna be aloneNiggas don't understand that if your childhood was traumaticGrowing up without loving yourselfThat * would linger to adulthood, my niggaSelf-esteem, self-esteem lowTimid, abused child, didn't see his glowWhy? Your self-esteem lowFamily curses, get hearses, let me land this blowSelf-esteem, self-esteem lowTimid, abused child, didn't see his glowWhy? Your self-esteem lowFamily curses, get hearses, let me land this blowWho are you?I am the warAnd you, whoever you areCan have the honor of being my last victimI will not die easilyI am a warriorAh, brave warriorThen fight for nothingTo find the wayAnd there's no doubtI was lost, I had to find my wayAnd there's no doubtChild running wildSome fused and scattered brainSelf-esteem diminishedI had to find my wayGrieving lossesDeaths, you know, the heavy courses?Check the hourglass, moments of stagnation Spells in rotation, you know the airwavesSpells dazed, adolescent phase Look into the heavens cause the chambers could've been my way outUnload and spray outCouldn't imagine how I felt with the cards I was dealtSiblings looking at me like I'm they father, scared to speak they mindParents had us dumb, deaf and blind, but I took back what's mineUh, my seed turned me to a manThe moment I held you, I promised to never fail youPut the most high first, you'll never expel youI was lost, I had to find my way