I don't wanna be alone
Niggas don't understand that if your childhood was traumatic
Growing up without loving yourself
That * would linger to adulthood, my nigga
Self-esteem, self-esteem low
Timid, abused child, didn't see his glow
Why? Your self-esteem low
Family curses, get hearses, let me land this blow
Self-esteem, self-esteem low
Timid, abused child, didn't see his glow
Why? Your self-esteem low
Family curses, get hearses, let me land this blow
Who are you?
I am the war
And you, whoever you are
Can have the honor of being my last victim
I will not die easily
I am a warrior
Ah, brave warrior
Then fight for nothing
To find the way
And there's no doubt
I was lost, I had to find my way
And there's no doubt
Child running wild
Some fused and scattered brain
Self-esteem diminished
I had to find my way
Grieving losses
Deaths, you know, the heavy courses?
Check the hourglass, moments of stagnation Spells in rotation, you know the airwaves
Spells dazed, adolescent phase Look into the heavens cause the chambers could've been my way out
Unload and spray out
Couldn't imagine how I felt with the cards I was dealt
Siblings looking at me like I'm they father, scared to speak they mind
Parents had us dumb, deaf and blind, but I took back what's mine
Uh, my seed turned me to a man
The moment I held you, I promised to never fail you
Put the most high first, you'll never expel you
I was lost, I had to find my way