Alright, I'm so afraid of going through checks Does anybody feel the same, does anybody feel the same? I'm so afraid of going through checks Does anybody feel the same, does anybody feel the same? I've been up late, had some things to go through Won't lie, afraid of anything to feel new So I smoke, I drink, like I got nothing to lose I'm falling back into this hell Tell me what's to wait, call your friends and come through I struggle every day, guess tonight I let loose Shots of lemonade, spike my vodka with juice Yeah, everything's feeling so different these days Can't work this out, I'm trippin' all out for myself Say something, I fill up my mind with this doubt I'm trying, running as far as I can Alright, I'm so afraid of going through checks Does anybody feel the same, does anybody feel the same? I'm so afraid of going through checks Does anybody feel the same, does anybody feel the same? I've been going through changes, sometimes it's a lot Memories I tried saving, somehow I forgot I don't know what I'm chasing, start to think I'm lost Yeah, my chest been feeling heavy Couple shots of liquor, think I'm ready Talk my ***, don't tell me I think that it's over, dude *** it, yeah Life can hurt, life is pain Then get on your feet again Go to work, love your fam Real life over Instagram I get down, then I learn Okay, let these bridges burn I'm through, I'm through Cause I, I'm so afraid of going through checks Does anybody feel the same, does anybody feel the same? I'm so afraid of going through checks Does anybody feel the same, does anybody feel the same? I'm so afraid of going through checks