Come home, get high Forget about the time between the highlights Yeah I know, but I'm fine It's been a rough time Poker face in play Otherwise it makes me think I'm unsafe Yeah I know, it's strange Wish it wasn't this way But no one seems to know any better I designed it that way I know it seems I have it together But just because I carry it well Doesn't mean it isn't heavy And I don't need some help I know I keep it locked down But all I want now is somebody Who can tell me how it's gonna turn out Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now Yeah I thought I'd be doing better by now But don't I carry it well? I'm grateful but impatient Get hateful but unsated But those who mean the most still get the best of me And I can come back home and fight the rest of me It's best to leave Cause no one seems to know any better And I designed it that way I know it seems I have it together But just because I carry it well Doesn't mean it isn't heavy And I don't need some help I know I keep it locked down But all I want now is somebody Who can tell me how it's gonna turn out Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now Yeah I thought I'd be doing better by now But don't I carry it well? Don't I carry it well? Cause no one seems to know any better Just because I carry it well Doesn't mean it isn't heavy And I don't need some help I know I keep it locked down But all I want now is somebody Who can tell me how it's gonna turn out Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now I thought I'd be doing better by now But don't I carry it well? Don't I carry it well? Cause no one seems to know any better