I
try to make time
To get away from everyone who makes fun
Head spinnin' round in circles like the moon does the earth
Like a sinner does a church
Get to spinnin' for too long
Drill myself into the dirt, yeah
Know that I do it to myself Won't take the medicine to help
I wanna do it alone Can't buy a soul with a loan
I wanna pay for it all So don't try to tell me I'll be okay,
baby
I lied to myself all the time And say the same thing,
another mistake
It couldn't hurt me until it hurts me I'll be going round and round,
going round
Two words, impolite as usual, the truth hurts
But I still care despite the things that you've heard
Yeah,
I would lie if you were here,
the truth hurts
And you know things about me that nobody else knows
Even if you say you don't,
the control you got over me
It makes it hard to sleep
So don't try to tell me I'll be okay,
baby I lied to myself all the time
And say the same thing,
another mistake It couldn't hurt me until it hurts me
I'll be going round and round,
going round and round
Tryin' to drown you out, tryin' to drown you out
Tell myself I don't care,
knowing that I do And every time I run away,
I'm that bad to you
I'm just going round and round,
going round and round
I'm just tryin' to drown you out,
tryin' to drown you out
Tell myself I don't care,
knowing that I do And every time I run away,
I'm that bad to you