I wish I was a couple years older Couple years wiser, just so I could know your heart But I know that it would still confuse me anyway I felt with just a few degrees colder Ever since the day that you left, spare my soul Now I can still feel the pieces of my youth just stripped away What is life but a merry-go-round Just circling doubts living up in my head I know that they want me dead Keep me up while I try to stay down I try to forget all the things they said But they won't let me go No, no, no, no I try to fall asleep But they won't let me dream I just hope someday we'll come to terms Cause I'm falling underneath And I try so hard to breathe As this rollercoaster kills me So this goes out to the mind games in my head You race hell every night inside of my bed I don't know where you came from But I won't play your carnival no more I wish I was just a little stronger So they couldn't beat me up, but they did Now I can still feel the moans that they kicked at me Pierce my hope So I diced it off my shoulders and then Told myself that I could prove it to them Just trying to justify the first taste of feeling low I try to fall asleep But they won't let me dream I just hope someday we'll come to terms Cause I'm falling underneath And I try so hard to breathe As this rollercoaster kills me So this goes out to the mind games in my head You race hell every night inside of my bed I don't know where you came from But I won't play your carnival no more Thanks for watching!