Am I running or am I bored?Constant emotions got me feeling kind of tornWhite picket fences and polaroid lensesAnd all the endless things inside your drawersYou'll be happy and I'll have cardboardAnother night spent on my ownWhole new city's got me reaching for my phoneAnother vacation, a new educationAnd never any markings on the wallsYou'll be happy and I'll have cardboardAnd so I pity myselfCause I'm watching you alone on the balconyAnd no, I don't need your helpBut tonight I'm caught up in our insecuritiesAll the birthdays I missedGraduations I didSo I could chase a dreamFor what I wantWhat could have beenBut I'm lost and bySeasons change just like my homeYou give the roses to *** my finger on the thornsBut where have I gone, gone, gone?Cause I'll have cardboardAnd so I pity myselfCause I'm watching you alone on the balconyAnd no, I don't need your helpBut tonight I'm caught up in our insecuritiesAll the birthdays I missedGraduations I didSo I could chase a dreamFor what I wantWhat could have beenBut I'm lost and byYou'll be happy and I'll have cardboardTonight I'm gonna raise a glass to usFor how we both are never good enoughI hope someday we'll be the best of usSo best of luckAnd so I pity myselfCause I'm watching you alone on the balconyAnd no, I don't need your helpBut tonight I'm caught up in our insecuritiesAll the birthdays I missedGraduations I didSo I could chase a dreamFor what I wantWhat could have beenBut I'm on standby