I can feel it in my guts I can feel it in my veins It's just another door shut It's just another restraint I'm numb to what I've lost I'm gonna hide within the pain I don't like what I've become Another day has been in vain Till I find out who I am I'm waiting for the end to come and take me under Am I living in this life? Part regret and part denial How can I recover? Shutting over in the waste Lost forever in this lonely grave It's a moral curse Can I keep holding on? Or let this vomit and wash it all away? It's the gnoll from your hips It's the silence in your eyes The emptiness I can't fix With a smile and a lie Till I find out who I am I'm waiting for the end to come and take me under Am I living in this life? Part regret and part denial How can I recover? Shutting over in the waste Lost forever in this lonely grave It's a moral curse Can I keep holding on? Or let this vomit and wash it all away? No shelter in this space My head a hurricane I need someone to rescue me Lord have mercy Shutting over in the waste Lost forever in this lonely grave It's a moral curse Can I keep holding on? Or let this vomit and wash it all away? Shutting over in the waste Lost forever in this lonely grave It's a moral curse Can I keep holding on? Or let this vomit and wash it all away? Can't save me Can't save me Can't save me