Mom, what's the matter, Jaz?

He did it again, he hit me

He did what? Calm down okay, calm down

Ima kill him Listen to me

Ima kill him, I know Ima kill him, mama

Listen to me, get your stuff and come home

I cant come home, mama, Ima kill him, Ima do it I'm sitting contemplating

Is it worth it, should I take it?

Take that shot and change my life

Get that glock and take his life Hospitals and bloody noses

This would end all, I suppose

That I could leave, knowing I cant leave

So its either him or me Cause hes gon' kill me if I stay, I know

Gon' kill me, he cant change, I know

From the first time that he did it

Made a promise that he'd quit it ***, its gotten so much worse

Don't wanna end up in a hearse

I guess I gotta do it first

Guess I gotta do it first I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin

The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin

And if they catch me I still ain't sorry

If that was wrong, just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me

I know I would get your sympathy

So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry

Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty I did it, pulled the trigger

It wasn't so hard, go figure

Before I did it I said

"This was for all the blood I shed" For all the women who've gone through this ***

Can't think of what to do, this ***

Then [Incomprehensible]

Whose still tryna get out He's gon' kill you if you stay, I know

I've been through this, so, yes, I know

I know he promised that he'd quit it

If you believe him, girl, forget it, *** You know I'm right

Don't wanna see him take your life

And it will only just get worse

That's why I had to do it first I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin

The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin

And if they catch me I still ain't sorry

If that was wrong, just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me

I know I would get your sympathy

So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry

Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty There's so much blood, I *** my stuff

But before I could leave the cops busted in

"You have the right to remain silent"

No, I have the right to stay alive

But guess what, I'd do it again He woulda killed me before I killed him

It woulda been him up in this building

It woulda been him fakin tears

But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin

The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin

And if they catch me I still ain't sorry

If that was wrong, just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me

I know I would get your sympathy

So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry

Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty