I've been filled with envy, I can barely try My heart feels so empty, oh my god And I hate to lie, when I said I've been doing fine Filled with pain, so put my love on Since we spoke, it's been a while I saw that you were fine, that had me dizzy I know it's gross and juvenile But I don't wish you happiness without me All the seasons change, your memories fade But I'll still stay the same Seeing you with someone new, makes my heart so blue I've been filled with envy, I can barely try My heart feels so empty, oh my life And I hate to lie, when I said I've been doing fine Filled with pain, so put my love on You don't even have to try Cause you're moving on just fine You don't even need me by your side And I wish that I were you I wouldn't feel these winter blues I'm sick of all these freezing nights Thinking of you You've been changing It's hard to come to terms That I'm the one who's the same The leaves fall down But I'll still stick around I've been hanging on for far too long I've been filled with envy, I can barely try My heart feels so empty, oh my life And I hate to lie, when I said I've been doing fine Filled with pain, so buy my blue