� � � What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? � � Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? � � Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? � � Do I trust someone to get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? � � Because I can't hold on when I stretch so thin. I make the right moves, but I'm lost within. � � I put on my daily façade, but then I just end up getting hurt again by myself. � � I ask why, but I can't rely on myself. I ask why, but I can't rely on myself. � � I can't look around. It's too much to take in. I can't hold back when I stretch so thin. � � I can't slow down, watching everything change. I can't look back, starting over again. � � � If I turn my back, I'm defenseless. And to go blindly seems senseless. � � If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they'll take from me till everything is gone. � � If I let them go, I'll be outdone. But if I try to catch them, I'll be outrun. � � If I'm killed by emotions like a cancer, then I'll be carrying a sign to tell the answer by myself. � � I ask why, but I can't rely on myself. I ask why, but I can't rely on myself. � � I can't look around. It's too much to take in. I can't hold back when I stretch so thin. � � I can't slow down, watching everything change. I can't look back, starting over again. � � Don't you... � � Know I can't tell you how to make it. � � Know, I wanna do it all right. � � Know, I can't see the good in myself. � � Watch me outside and don't you � � Know I can't tell you how to make it. � � Know, I wanna do it all right. � � Know, I can't see the good in myself. � � Watch me outside and don't you � � Know I can't tell you how to make it. � � Know, I wanna do it all right. � � Know, I can't see the good in myself. � � Watch me outside and don't you. � � Know I can't tell you how to make it. � � Know, I wanna do it all right. � � Know, I can't see the good in myself. � � Watch me outside and don't you � � Know I can't tell you how to make it. � � Know, I wanna do it all right � � Know, I can't see the good in myself. � � Watch me outside and don't you � � Watch me outside and don't you. � � Know I can't tell you how to make it. � � Know, I wanna do it all right � � Know, I can't see the good in myself. � � Watch me outside and don't you. � � � � � � � � � � �