And it goes from one to 100
In a spiral of non-labor control
And it's hard to let it go
It comes with the territory
The vulnerability feels like an ocean
So cold when you're making it dive into the deep
It's 10,000 degrees And here it comes again
And there's nothing you can do Because it's nothing that you're dead
Ooh, just let me catch my breath
I don't think what I heard was what you said
Maybe every time I let it cut so deep It's
waking up a part of me that I wanted to feel
Maybe it's part of the deal
Maybe this is something that'll hold me down Maybe it's a superpower,
but it's for real
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?
And it's better to feel something than nothing
Look at the future that is killing me with
Skin thin as little butterflies
Swinging with the changing tides again And there's nothing you can do
Because it's nothing that you're dead Ooh,
just let me catch my breath
I don't think what I heard was what you said
Maybe every time I let it cut so deep It's
waking up a part of me that I wanted to feel
Maybe it's part of the deal Maybe
this is something that'll hold me down
Maybe it's a superpower,
but it's for real Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?
Is that a part of the deal?
Maybe it's part of the deal
Maybe it's time I'll be there quietly
Oh, I want the best for you You know that I do
Some,
they said I'm a bitch
You're not in your head,
I'm in my bones
I keep, I keep them empty
You know that I do
I keep them for you The memories made
Too much to lose But I hope that you do
Remember them too
I hope that you do
I hope that you do