This one's for the momma that I never knew I took acid just to burn all of my memories of you I guess now I really wanna know the truth How'd you leave your only child at nine for another dude? Took that pain and punched my father in the stomach till he bled Hit the store and stole a forty and took that *** to the head All the years that you ignored me left me sleepless in the bed I hope daddy got some kids because your only son is dead My revenge, got it in the end I'm so hard to reach you won't see me again I spent twenty years waiting on the stairs Now I'm finished thinking anyone will ever hear these prayers If I die before I wake, smoke me out of heaven's gate Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink Wake up go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean we relate All my dark days came in the summer All my thoughts changed, now I'm the loner Everything stayed, you were the runner Watch the train go away through the tunnels Hold up, stack my money up just for a rainy day Play with MGK and I will pull up where you stay I died for my brother, I don't have nothing to say I died when my baby momma told me I was fake I got real shooters, they ain't worried about a case I got people talking but won't say *** to my face EST for life, my opps all rollin' and they great See me doing good, I put that work in like a slave Up all night, mind cloudy, don't be spooked If I show you love then will you always tell the truth Feel like I'm going crazy, couldn't trust no one but you Suicidal thoughts keep telling me jump off the roof If I die tonight, no I ain't got nothing to prove CSI gon' say we was the realest in the room *** with mine, I kill cause I got everything to lose *** with momma, you know what I'll do If I die before I wake, smoke me out of heaven's gate Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean we relate All my dark days came in the summer All my thoughts changed, now I'm the loner Everything stayed, you were the runner Watch the train go away through the tunnels The memories keep playing on repeat I burn them out so I can't start sleeping You know the pain, I make it good But wouldn't change the past if I could These memories, they won't get the best of me This is the end of the video, I hope you enjoyed it If you did, please leave a like and subscribe I'll see you in the next video Bye