I want to be like Bessie!
I'm so insecure I think that I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might quit my job,
start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed,
cause who am I if not exploited
And I'm so sick of seventeen,
where's my * teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time,
enjoy your youth,
I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself,
I'm anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before,
and I wish people liked me more
And all I did was try my best,
it's the kind of things I get,
I will never see him say
God is brutal out here
Like no one wants me,
and I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends,
and lately I'm a nervous wreck Cause I love people I don't like,
and I hate every song I write And I'm not cool,
and I'm not smart,
and I can't even part all apart
All I did was try my best,
it's the kind of things I get,
I will never see him say
They say there's all the golden years,
but I wish I could disappear,
ego crush is so severe
God is brutal out here
She's having a really good time
God a
broken ego,
broken heart
And God I don't even know where
to start