I don't even want to watch you laugh I just wanna have some childish blast Can't you hear I'm hoping that I don't die I don't even want to watch you laugh I just wanna have some childish blast I don't even want to watch you laugh I don't even want to watch you laugh I just wanna have some childish blast Can't you hear I'm hoping that I don't die I don't even want to watch you laugh Tell me that I'm broken, that I'm finally choking I'm not worth the rhyme, I'm just a dime, a rusty token Blooded wishing wells, where I'd like to spend my days I'd bathe in pools to dwell, but I wish I could just wash away Now tell me that I'm broken, that I'm finally choking I'm not worth the rhyme, I'm just a dime, a rusty token Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I care too much about nothing I just want you Tell me that I'm broken, that I'm finally choking Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable I wish it was, where I'd like to spend my days I'd be the distant cloud, wish I could just wash away now Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable I don't want to watch it end I won't recycle and pass the waste By getting beat bad and screaming for my fans to let me know Tell me that I'm *** up, mentally unstable I'm supposed to hide the pain and hold the way But in the end, it stays the same