Feels heavy tonight
Red energy
Let it hurt but let it heal
I've been walking through the shadows where you left me in the dark
Every heartbeat feeling heavy like it's tearing me apart
You were fire,
you were lightning,
now you're just a missing spark
And I'm drowning in the memories that never lost their mark
I'm trying to breathe between the pieces but they cut me when I try
All the truth you never told me living right free in my mind
You were warmth,
you were comfort,
now you're cold as winter sky
And I'm rapping through the pain cause it's the only way I know
Why you leave me in the silence where the tears don't stop
I was proud enough for love but you let my heart drop
Now I'm stuck inside a moment that I wish I could block
And the hurt is hard and the hurt is non-stop
I gave you all my love,
yeah I gave you all I knew Now I'm
lost in the dark when they close to you
Trying to paint my heart red but it's bleeding blue
Tell me why you broke me when I trusted you
Every promise that you whisper now just echoes in my head Every
night I try to fight it but I feel you in my bed You were calm,
you were chaos,
now you're gone instead And I'm rapping
to the rhythm of the words you never said
Wrist out,
heart break,
got me feeling paper thin Even when I try to heal,
yeah the pain sneaks in
I was strong,
I was steady,
now I break within And I'm trying to find the pieces of the soul you
Tell me why love got to hurt like this
Why the moments that I miss feel sharper
Than a blade feel colder than a kiss I'm stuck in the aching,
the silence,
in the abyss
Why you leave me in the silence where the tears don't stop
I was proud enough for love but you let my heart drop
Now I'm stuck inside a moment that I wish I could block
And the hurt is hard and the hurt is non-stop
I gave you all my love,
yeah I gave you all I knew
Now I'm lost in the dark when they close to you
Tell me why you broke me when I trusted you
Yeah,
just me and the pain you carved through But I'll rise,
even if I rise without you