Hey,
in case nobody's asked you this today,
are you okay?
Are you really fine?
I mean,
you know it's okay to feel a little off sometimes.
It's all right that you don't wanna smile.
You don't need to explain bad moments away.
We all get them.
I never meant to hurt you.
I never meant to fall out of love with you
because I truly did love you.
I still do,
but not in the same way.
Not in the way that would make it fair for me to stay.
I'm sorry things couldn't stay the same.
Maybe we can be friends again someday.
One day.
You know I love you.
I'm sorry that I said I didn't earlier.
It's just the one thing I knew would hurt you.
I'm sorry.
But you know I love you.
And I know that you love me too.
It's just that sometimes love isn't enough.
At least not for us.
I mean,
it shouldn't be this hard, you know?
We're always fighting and saying things that we don't
mean and then we can't take them back and I hate that.
I wish I could forget all of the bad,
but we haven't been on the same page for a while now.
We've let too many bad days happen in a row and I'm just tired.
I don't know where to go from here.
How do we grow from here?
Maybe we don't.
I think we both know that we've grown apart.
That we want different things.
And I think the reason that it hurts so bad is
because I still love you with all of my heart.
And you'll always have a piece of me.
But I don't want to do this anymore.
I want to break up.
I'm sorry.
You know I love you.
But love just
isn't enough.
I miss you.
I've been thinking about you and I've been thinking about our love.
And how much
I miss your touch.
I miss being around you.
Hearing your laugh and holding your hand.
I think of you every day.
I hope and I wish that you're doing okay.
I want us to go back to the old days.
Because I miss you.
And I just thought of you so I thought I'd call you to tell you that
you crossed my mind.
And I took that as a sign that
I should call and say hi.
So that's all.
Hi.
I hope
you don't think I've lost my mind.
I hope you don't think I'm crazy.
This message
is getting long so I should just say bye.
But
the idea of you listening to this.
The
thought of you on the other side of the line.
I can't hang up.
I don't want this to end.
Not again.
I don't know if you miss me too.
I mean I haven't heard from you but I hope you do.
I'll always love you.
Even if things never go back to what we were.
What I became so used to.
What I thought would be forever.
Just us two.
Hey. It's me.
I mean you know that.
I know I keep calling and texting.
I don't mean to be annoying.
This is me trying.
I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back.
But I'll keep trying.
I don't know what else you expect me to do.
I hope you'll listen to this all the way through.
I don't really know where to start.
And I don't want to say the wrong thing.
And I know it won't mean anything unless it's coming from the heart.
So
I just want you to know.
That I'm sorry.
And I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes.
I know I made a big mistake.
I'm sorry for what I did.
For what I said.
I didn't mean it.
I wish I could take it back.
I wish it didn't knock us off track like it did.
I wish you and me could be back like we were before.
Before I let the words come out.
Without thinking it through.
I didn't think it through.
I didn't think about how much it would hurt you.
I never meant to hurt you.
That was never my intention.
Did I mention that?
Do you really think I meant for that?
Never would I intend for that.
I miss you.
I want us to be okay.
I wish you'd answer my calls and texts.
I've been a mess.
And I know I deserve it.
This silent treatment.
But I hope there'll be an end to it.
Will there be an end to it?
How long are you going to shut me out for?
I mean,
do you really not think about us anymore?
Do you really not care like you did before?
Will we ever be the same?
Can I ever make amends?
We really won't ever be friends again?
Is this
where we end?
If that's what you want,
if that's the message you're trying to send,
then I'll leave you alone.
It'll be hard, but I'll leave you alone.
If you don't want to try to fix
this,
then I have to respect your wishes.
I'll forever regret what I did.
So,
I guess I just
wanted you to know that
I'm sorry.