I'm the type to say I forgot your birthday not cuz I did but because I'm afraid you'll think I don't wanna be on the bathroom floor in a month crying about all the love that we had and we lost cuz I've been there I guess it's easier to shut you then get used to you being around I'll never let you close never let you know how much you could hurt me I'll keep the upper hand much as I can stand so I'll never worry about falling too hard letting you break my heart that's not how it's gonna go so I'll break my I'll tell you that I suck at commitment cuz then I'll feel like I'm winning but there's no price there's just cold pillows and old photos and what is running circles around my mind because it's easier to shut you out then get used to you being around I'll never let you close never let you know how much you could hurt me I'll keep the upper hand much as I can stand so I'll never worry about falling too hard letting you break my heart that's not how it's gonna go so I'll break my I'll break my I'm skipping calling someone new at 2 a.m. because I know it's so much harder losing you if your number's saved in my phone but sometimes I wish that I were different that my heart was more forgiven but I still go and break my own so I'll never let you close never let you know how much you could hurt me I'll keep the upper hand much as I can stand I'm not falling too hard and I'm breaking my heart that's not how it's gonna go so I'll break my I'll break my you